@RuPaul hi, unfortunately, only found one where he uses dildo - or atleast i think it is him, when istarted being sexually active, he already stopped doing porn

He is a sexy bull in my opinion, see the link below for body type categories: https://pairedlife.com/dating/Gay-Men-Are-you-a-Jock-Otter-Bear-or-Wolf

Late response but it may help someone else. You are inserting another point in your network traffic…. there is always going to be some impact to bandwidth no matter what the service states. Switch to another server that is closer to your location. If you are trying to get around region-based IP blocks try switching to another server &/or location in your client. The server you;re on could simply be overloaded. One with fewer users could be noticeably faster. If you are torrenting kill IPv6. A lot of providers do not fully support IPv6 and leaking occurs. Check with your provider to find out if they fully support it and hit the those "what is my IP" pages to see if you have leaks. Some specificly target IPv6.

i have VPN but cant use it, i can use it only to look like i at my university - and there is torrent forbidden:D

You should get some creatine supplement and take approximately 5 grams a day. Here's a handy article to fill you in on what it does: https://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/drobson181.htm. It's cheap and it's been heavily researched to vouch for its effectiveness, so I don't think you can go wrong with it. Well, that is if you don't take it with sufficient water or if you actually have allergies to creatine. Oh, and you may want to check out bodylastic resistance bands. They're cheaper than weights and it does offer more versatility.

sorry, it is hard to make pictures of him and i dont want to put there his FB pictures

You seem kind of paranoid. But considering where you are? it may be justified. What you are experiencing is normal for everyone, regardless of orientation. Think about what is going through your mind at the time of having sex? If its any worries or anything other than sex with the person in front of you? Then you are just doing it wrong. Sex is 90% in the brain and mind. If your mind is preoccupied by fear, anxiety or a host of other emotions. Things just don't work well. I was somewhat like this when I was younger. Eventually, I found that I needed some bonding to enable sex. Just a little conversation and that was all I needed. Bond made and dick worked fine. But just throw me into a room with a hot stranger/ Something just didn't click and the dick didn't work right. Some people are the exact opposite. They only respond to quick sex with no connection at all. Talk and strike up a conversation and they can't perform. Sexuality is weird.

So, most likely there is minor tearing around the urethra that's irritated by the cum.  If you've ever gotten cum in your eyes it STINGS like anything.

How old are you? When a man hits a certain age, his testosterone levels go down. One way this can manifest is that erections go soft after a short time. This is what Viagra and Cialis (sp?) are for - staying up. That said, the other issues brought up in other replies, still apply, especially if you are young and/or inexperienced.

I wouldn't recommend taking a hot-water-bottle into the cubical shower - it doesn't sound very private & cleaning yourself out can be messy.

Fuck the jealous bitches - but protect yourself. @deckbox2: i know, some poeple will be angry on me, because i want to fuck two people… please answer?