How old were you when you find that you gay ??
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When I switched from straight porn to gay porn, I said oh f#ck, I'm gay lol. Even way before that I've noticed but still in denial because of my straight friends. In grade school, I always asked myself why is my bearded bear teacher so freakin' sexy!
How old were you when you find that you gay ??
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It was kind of a process actually. I remember I first got excited over the Men underwear section of my mom's clothing magazines. I was around 6 years old. I didn't know exactly why I was getting a little boner over those muscle hairy-chested men in tight boxers briefs. I remember I even used to lick the paper, I didn't know why but I loved it. I barely knew what sex was about, but whenever I watched a shirtless man on TV I got a boner, I remember the guys from the original "Merlose Place" tv series, I loved to watch the sex scenes, specially from the "Silk Stalkings" TV series with Rob Estes. (I didn't know how I was able to watch that) I loved it, even when I didn't know anything about penetration.
Then when I was 9 years old, I discovered the "adult films." Not actually porn, but really erotic. I wondered why those women screamed when those big muscle men was moving back and forth behind them… I only knew I was really turned by it. When I was in school I discovered the function of the penis and I got obsessed over it, but I didn't say anything. I remember a quote from my science book, it was describing the penis glans, I just memorized it since then:
"Glans: Is the most sensible part of the penis, when it rubes inside the vagina , it provides pleasant stimulation, that's why another function of the penis, is to provide pleasure"
Those words sucked in my head for a loooong time. I got really obsessed with penis. And suddenly I understood why those women of the "naked" films moaned like that, it was not pain, it was pleasure, I understood why they asked for more, besides of the screaming. I began to experiment with my penis, but it wasn't actually masturbation yet.
Then when I was a teen, around about 13 years old I used to masturbate over straight porn, but slowly I realized that the thing that really turned me on, was actually the men's big, fat, cocks. And their wet muscle bodies, and the rough and manly way they acted when fucking. I began to google naked men, big cocks, specially hairy men. Then it was everything I wanted to watch. I remember I used to save David Beckham shirtless pics on the stadium, and some naked pics of his big cock ( now I know it was Photophoped LOL ) and some pictures from a (now missing) wonderful website of Brazilian models called "Terra The Boy." Now that I'm 24, my taste have changed, I'm more in to daddies.
Then in 2003 when I was 12/13 years old I discovered Gay porn, and it was heaven, a forbidden burning heaven. I really discovered what I truly like, and the slut inside me. I was actually considered "straight" before, thinking that, whenever I get a girlfriend, those feelings and desires was going to disappear, but I didn't actually struggle with my sexuality. Now I'm 24 and truly I know I'm gay (and that I always was) and a proud bottom, I'm a cock worshiper.
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I was 15. Until that I was pretty sure I was straight.
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Ripley, that was a wonderful testemony. I see much of myself in that ;D
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15
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I've probably always been attracted to men, but I first consciously realized it when I was about 13. I was pretty okay with it, and but when I kissed my first guy with 14, I was sure that I was gay.
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I don't know, but I remember the first time I felt noticeably aroused by a man was around 12. I wasn't sure what to make of it at the time.
I had tea parties and played with my sister's Barbies since I was a kid, though. -
Since I was a kid, around the age of 7, I new I was different. But knowing what gay ment e that I was on, I happend when I was 13.
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14-15 :cheesy2: since that time i start watching porn. LOL!
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I have just always known as far back as I can remember… I never thought anything of it really.
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Like some of you, I don't like to put a chronological mark. But I started to figure it out in my 9, 10 y.o. But I spent most of my life questioning myself and stumbling in this personal matter, trying to unveil the true nature of my sexuality. That's not much more I can say, really.
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I was 14…
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When I was 12.
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When Redhawk (nickname) tried to rape Joan while he was babysitting me. I was about 3 or 4. She ran out the door leaving med with Redhawk. He pulled out a pale, hooded cock out his fly and told me to suck it. I slowly engulfed it as deep in my mouth as I could and slowly let it out, looking nat it as much as possible. He said that's enough and put nit back in his pants. He then went out the back door jusy befor Joan came in the front door. I have been thinking about that for over 52 years. Joan and I never tlked about it and I never ntold anyone until I spent some sessions with a shrink when I was 42. I saw Redhawk again from a distance in the hall at school when I was in the first grade, he was in the 7th. I yelled hi and waved. He waved back, but kept going about his business. I have been totally fascinated by cocks since that incident, but never let on, just looked when possible without getting caught or hard.
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Looking back, I'd say 11 or 12 I knew, which is probably when I learnt about homosexuality, although it was later when I would admit it to myself. I also remember one occasion when I was 8 or 9 and I remember seeing a guy in the changing rooms at a water park on holiday who I think may have been my first gay crush.
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Looking back, I'd say 11 or 12 I knew, which is probably when I learnt about homosexuality, although it was later when I would admit it to myself. I also remember one occasion when I was 8 or 9 and I remember seeing a guy in the changing rooms at a water park on holiday who I think may have been my first gay crush.
How old are you now?
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I knew for certain when I was 12
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Sweet 16
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I think….always.
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When I was 6 or 7… First grade. I was finally meeting kids outside of my family. I really liked this boy or that boy. By 10 or so, Fourth grade, my parents told me that I just liked hanging out with guys, and surely there were girls that I wished I could be around (suggesting maybe misinterpreted feelings of like). I tried to find girls attractive and tried to find a crush on a girl until 12. In Sixth grade, a classmate in PE said they were going to do physicals or something and determine how we were developing. I went home and researched growth, development, and puberty. Found a lot of dick pics, some to my liking. Relatives discovered me on the computer and the next thing I remember is being stuck in the living room with nearly everyone in my family telling me I was unnatural, a faggot, an abomination... They quoted the Bible and suggested my parents and I needed to go to church more and bring god into the home. We went to church more and they tried to keep me from the computer. Later that year, I learned that there was actually a name for that, so it couldn't be too unnatural. I played an asexual front, but when I was alone I was sooooo gay and accepted myself for it. I didn't act on it until 17 when there was this boy in a younger grade that was so cute! He set off my gaydar so I threw out the possibility of liking him and he eventually came around and we hung out and flirted but I wanted a relationship and he wanted sex so I didn't act on it again until I turned 20 and found my partner and he taught me to be more open and accepting about it.
Long story short:
Liked boys-6
Knew gay-12
Was fully gay-20
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