To explain briefly, I don't like tagging myself with an orientation because it puts me in a box society dictates for specific groups of people.

I guess was between 10-12. I was playing with my peepee one day and suddenly I started to think about a friend of mine and thought "hmm.. it would be nice if he fucked my ass", the rest is history

Basically, that's everyone's story, but the way you put it is especially hilarious!  :cheers:

But I did have some epiphany when I was like 7 or 8 and in my mind back then it was just the realisation that something was different. I suppressed it for a couple of years until I discovered (straight softcore) porn on tv late at night…

Since I was a kid, around the age of 7, I new I was different. But knowing what gay ment e that I was on, I happend when I was 13.

Since I was 6 I knew I was not same as others. But I never knew how I was different. As a teenager I had some experiences with guys felt really good. But still did not know if I was gay. It took so many years till now at the age of 38 I can acknowledge to myself that I prefer guys and I am naturally like that.

As I went through puberty, I started drawing sexy pictures – of myself nude in the mirror, of women from magazines in sexy outfits, of muscular bodybuilders.  I just figured I liked drawing the muscular guys because I wanted to look like that someday, until one day when I was 11 I was looking at them and literally thought to myself, "Wait a minute... I think I'm gay."  Many years later, 100% confirmed.  ;D

(Funny side story:  Years later, my younger sister would go rummaging through my room and find my numerous drawings of nude men.  That's how, as an adult, she deduced that I was probably gay.  At the time, however, she says she just assumed they were for a school assignment. :D)

@KITSUNECHAN:

When I saw Hugh Jackman in X-Men

When I was 4 or 5 years old I had the biggest crush on this boy from my sister's class (she's a year older than me), that's until he punched me in the stomach for a reason I can't remember.

The other boys always picked on me from a very young age because of the "feminine" way I acted. I didn't understand, but I knew why.

The girl answered, "That's Mike S."

"Sandy's brother?"

Yes.

This was 16 years and 3000 miles from my initial encounter with the 3 year old.

Of course, nothing ever came of it.

-Bobby