@yyyzachary:
I remember I was only into bondage at the beginning. I was very young then, around 12 I think, in my last years of elementary school.
When I got to watch TV series with male bondage and torture scenes in them, I would be very excited, yet very ashamed of myself. I didn't even know how to masturbate at the time but I am certain I was sexually aroused by those scenes. Is this weird? How far does your own fetish date back to?
Another thing is that, more than a decade went by and now I am not only into bondage, but also foot fetish, piss, sweat, verbal abuse, light torture, domination, puppification, humiliation… Are you guys like that too?
Sometimes I wonder if I am really into some of the things I listed above, though. Because I actually tried bondage and torture and puppification with a few guys, but I didn't even get hard. It's like I am only into them when I watch porn, which is very confusing
I don't know if what I have is considered a fetish. I haven't really defined what that means for me. They still feel like strong attractions to me. Such as chubby & hairy bears. I guys when I was young one could call it a fetish, as I tried everything in my power to get magazines that had hairy c hubbies. It was a scary thing growing up, since no one even knew something called "the internet" even existed. Bringing home those beautiful magazines of bear men, rapped in Brown paper. I felt like I was in that show "Mission Impossible," trying to safely get my secret home without being exposed. Yeah, I guess it was a bit of a fetish… LOLOL
-AOS
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