I moved to Chile. I have found down here that there are more young fit guys into older men. It's not about money but about the connection and experience. When I moved here I was pleasantly surprised at how many young guys wanted to chat and more; of course there is still the majority that want muscled with muscled and near with near. I love to have a fit younger guy top me I also love to top him. It’s such a shame the society puts so much energy and time on only young, hung and muscled. One day too those young guys will be older…

Haha… that reminds me, I once had a friend over who was browsing the music I had on my computer. At the time I was really careless, and for some reason had a photo of my dick in my music folder that I'd forgotten about, which he came across. I was mortified seeing my dick blown up on the screen when he started laughing and asked me, "What's this?!". I just did my best to play it off that it wasn't me, saying it must be some garbage file I got using P2P programs (which was true in some cases--a lot of random porn videos on old P2P programs would get mislabeled as bands' videos and things in those days), but I don't think he believed it. I still get embarrassed thinking about that.

Freud is still liked because he was "father" of psychology, despite being wrong about most everything.

Ohhh this is me too! my family and close friends know, but co-workers and some friends don't. I always hear remarks when they talk like "ohh I think he's gay", not about me someone else who I know actually is gay as one it's obvious and two I've seen some evidence, then they make a weird face or some other remark…while I'm there, it's awkward at times haha. Another time I was on holiday with a sort of friend and they said to me "Ewww look at those two gays". Of course I had already seen them as it was on a beach, these two guys with muscled tanned bodies wearing only white speedos were under the outdoor shower and kissing  at that time I just said "eewww....yeah..." (but was secretly wanting to join HAHA) Shame I didn't have the courage to say something like "do you have something against gay people?" at times i still don't have that courage hence why I'm still half in the closet like you OP Hopefully it will get easier for us  :hug:

Yup!