I was hoping for serious advice, but that's funny.

I couldn't do that, lol. That's so bad  >:D

I think you're spreading fake news on Matthew there…

Funny, I rarely drink alcohol.

I'm a heavy soda drinker, which isn't really good either.

Dating is the worst.

I watched the documentary on him and then he died a week later.

An online friend did. We were just getting to know each other and then he just vanished.
He had told me his name, however, so I looked him one day and found his obituary and a facebook page revealing it was suicide.
I was totally shocked. He was a great looking guy but there week hints of some mental instability.  Wish I could have helped him.

One cousin is out, but we have no relationship, he's always been closed off.
Have a second cousin or whatever in the closet, saw him on Grindr.

In high school, most of my friends were female.

Now, in adulthood, all my friends are male. Weird how it switched.

I'm so glad I'm not the only one dealing with this.

Just about to hit 30 and I do not have a lot of social outreach. My friends are all out of state, including the one gay guy I knew. Right now I have some online friends but it's not the same.

I have a straight friend I'm crushing on too. He's insanely good looking and his charm is off the charts. He knows I'm gay and I mean, he allows very minimal flirting. But it hurts a bit.

At the end of the day, most people at a gym don't care about anyone else there.