Tell me your very first obsession towards a guy.
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I can't really tell which classmate was the first, but I was in seventh grade. Our class had the 4 most popular guys, and my sexual thoughts just gravitated towards fantasies of me with them.
I even tried stealing a shirt of one of the guys, the one who was in the basketball team. He's tall, pearly white skin but chafed. Very European look, but is part Asian. There were rumors of him letting gay guys suck his dick in exchange for money.
(If you're from the Philippines, you're probably familiar with the stereotype, gays doling cash to hot straight guys for sex)Really? I heard that teen sex industry is quite common in Philippines!
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I've never heard of that before either! Wow!
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The first huh?
I think I had a crush on my friend from primary school. He's bigger than me, always exuded this aura of masculinity, and frankly quite protective to others because of that. At first, I thought I simply just enjoy being friends with him. But then there was one time when we were assigned to camp at school (boyscout thing in 5th grade, if I'm not mistaken, this was so long ago). I couldn't sleep and I told him, so he hugged me real tight to make me feel safe and warm. That way I was able to get a sleep, even for a quick one. I couldn't understand my emotion back then, but after I got older, I realized that it's the moment where I first felt 'something more' to another guy.
Ironically, we stayed good friends, though not close (he's a loner and a silent guy). We even went to the same junior and high school (but always sit in different classes). I wonder if that's pure coincidence, or because he just wanted to be close to me? I can't really tell, because he's surprisingly never had a girlfriend all those years. Hmmm. Sadly we went our separate ways after graduating high school, and we lost contact ever since. Years later though, when Facebook began to spark, I discovered that we both actually moved to the exact SAME CITY, and spent our separate college days at around the same time and length too. Darn it, if I knew that, I wished we would've stayed in touch all those years. To think that we were only a few minutes away from each other! No wonder I've sworn I've spotted him several times in the shopping mall.
But that's a thing of the past. By the time I found him again on FB, he's already living in another city. He has gotten married around 3-4 years ago. Last I saw (before I closed my account), he's still as charming and nice as when we were children. His wife (who is older and quite ugly, no offense) scored big time with him! LOL. I guess all I can do now is wish him happiness in life. But really, if I were a wee bit braver back then, and understood about my sexuality, I would've openly told him that I liked him. And who knows, perhaps we could end up as a couple by now… ::)
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Ohhh… all those 'perhaps'. I get ya
Didn't have any obsession I guess. Well I have one towards my ex but that doesn't count. Mostly just crushes. The first one though...
I really can't remember. I had some men in my life that were something like role models (grew up without a father) but it wasn't sexual. The first thing I could remember hmmm I had some kind of weird 'naked club' in my head. That's literally what I called it. It was just a place in my head where were important males and there were just standing in the blank space totally naked XDDD Not sure what was the reason. One of them was a guy who is 8 years older and he was an older scout and a friend of my mum and brother too. And guess what.
After 18 years... We actually share house
He's still my brother's best friend. We bought a new house and made it over. After a while we adapted some space to divide another apartment. There were some students at first but after few and few years he moved in with his fiance. They are now married since 2 years and we still live together. We don't see each other that much as we did earlier but well every now and then when I have some free time and their not at work I will come by for coffee and we will talk for hours about our lives. Hah one time he mentioned that when we were young I couldn't walk with my feet cause I was tired or sleeping and he was carrying me on his back all the way haha sounds cute. But yeah that wasn't an obsession. Or even a crush. That was... THE NAKED CLUB XD -
NUDE CLUD!!! It is not an obsession or a crush. It is fantacy, hahahah~
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Really? I heard that teen sex industry is quite common in Philippines!
That's true. Don't know how it became so common. Poverty, probably.
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k 7th grade….the guy sitting next to me printed a picture of pornstar shyla stylez and brought it to school and showed it to me...i got turned on and then he grabbed my cock in class while the teacher was teaching....and btw we were in the 2nd bench not at the back of the class and i grabbed his.....and we would continue to do the same thing everyday without getting caught......eventually we went to the toilet together and idk how but there were like 10 other guys and they figured out we were in there together and they started banging on the door and we had to come out and they all laughed at us and called us fag and gay(im gay hes bi btw) but luckily the news never spread.....then there was the school field trip..a desert safari trip...the main event was the belly dancing in the night and we knew every1 would be busy watching the belly dancer...so we saw that as our opportunity and we went away and sucked each other off and had sex in the night time in the dessert.
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I dont even know if I had one lol
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