I tweet, but not very often. I'm mostly on Facebook.

The best was I guess when I met this guy one day after my birthday. He had some things to make up to me to, so he first took me for a dinner to the sushi restaurant and then we drove for like an hour as a surprise and he took me to Roman therms. We were in there for like 4 hours. Super cool. Then we went eating again  ;D Though I've never been with a guy to the escape room… I love them but I tried to go with a guy for like 5 times and each time it didn't workout or he'd leave me  :afr: Escape rooms are a curse probably.

1.  It's a job unlike any other and it's definitely not like cooking.  It's … sex.  And studio owners are absolutely going to want to sleep with some of their more receptive models, whether it's mutual or coerced.  I think even ChaosMen's Bryan Ockert has an ongoing thing with one of his models that he talks about in his blog and I've read first-hand accounts how models are drugged up, pimped out, and passed around in sleazier studios.  Behind the lens, porn is at the unfortunate intersection of wannabe-glamour, sleaze, and drugs and while I'm sure there are many top studios who strive operate ethically, there are tons of fly-by-night studios who shoot porn and take advantage of their models.  I think to pretend otherwise is to be incredibly naive about porn. And you think it's like cooking??  The frying pan doesn't try to rape you when you're drugged up and high beyond your mind. 2.  No, I won't stop body-shaming in this specific instance and I reserve my right to call it out in this specific instance.  If I wanted to watch a balding, fat, and aging chub, then I would watch that kind of porn.  But my intent is to watch healthy, fit, hunky and toned guys and to see their dicks slobbered on by a guy like Randy Blue is such a waste.  Give me another hunky guy to work the cock and fulfill my fantasy.  To be clear, I have nothing against balding, fat, and aging chubs in general (in fact, most of my coworkers fit right into this category and I get along wonderfully with them in a professional and personal capacity), but that does NOT mean I can't have physical preferences in my porn fantasies.

Meh. Gay men are much more attractive in my personal opinion. Especially the closeted ones.

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Depends on what you use it for. I think if anything social media is making people more social. I know it's hard to realize that and understand and comprehend, but listen. I think there are many cultures, groups, topics, types of people I would never know about had it not been for social media or youtube etc. However social media can also be a terrible thing. Like someone who feels they have to document their lives 24/7 and post pictures and videos of themselves to show how narcissistic or superior they are to others just to gain acceptance. I also think you have to understand the pros and cons to social media. I think with social media, it's made it easier for me to find restaurants or whatever that I would have never known about without it. On the flip side, social media can destroy your reputation and have bad repercussions so. I don't know. I'm 50/50. I think there are good things and bad things to social media.

Besides as my dad says when you see bad stuff in people, you just see what's bad about you as they're really just your mirror yeah some dude long ago said something along theses lines.. you know.. I think he was called.. humm rhesus or something right..?  ;D https://books.google.fr/books?id=WJ2yBAAAQBAJ&pg=PA21&lpg=PA21&dq=jesus+look+defect+your+own&source=bl&ots=PTPF50BBLM&sig=2S8VhBvHOpgel6mzIJMJpZkp68Q&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiqn6ry89zRAhWFthoKHcasDHgQ6AEIHTAA#v=onepage&q=jesus look defect your own&f=false

The only thing I have to say is that your mid-30s is definitely NOT considered old or even close to old in gay circles (in fact you're not even close to old for general society either). I believe that what you're having is a life crisis. You suddenly become more aware of what is happening around you, and any "bad" thing in your life becomes more prominent. It's definitely not a fun phase, but it will eventually go away. It's a normal thing that happens to most people when we reach certain points in our lives: first crisis comes a bit after graduating high-school and starting being an adult: you suddenly realize how big the world is and what a vast variety of options and possibilities exist for you to discover. The second crisis is your middle 20s, where you reach a point you suddenly stop your experimentation, and have that "what the hell am I doing" moment of realization. That phase is usually the one where we put down all different experiences and things we have done, and try to find which ones are the ones we should go with and which ones to discard and just keep them as memories. Last, once you reach your middle 30s, you stop again. And I'm still on my second life crisis, but I have a lot of people around me who have reached that third phase, some of them long time ago, and I have a feeling of what it may be like for you. It's that phase, the one you get that "shouldn't I have settled down already?" moment hit you. But the answer to this question is not always "yes". Just because you have been on this planet for three decades and a bit, it doesn't mean you should have already found "home". Keep searching. Keep experimenting. Keep looking into new stuff to try, and never be afraid of doing something new, even if doesn't feel completely right. Start seeing yourself in a different way, and that will make others see you in a different way too. "But when will love come?", you may ask. Maybe tomorrow, maybe in 10 years from now, maybe never. But that shouldn't make you feel sad! Cause, yes, loneliness might be scary, but solitude in the romantic area doesn't equal loneliness. You were not born to eternally try to find your "special other". You were born to live your life at it's fullest, create your own philosophy, gain as much experience as you can, meet as many people as you can, and maybe, MAYBE, one of those people will be the romantic partner you will share the rest of your life with. Once you make this clear to yourself and you accept it fully, only, and ONLY then you will be ready to get out of this crisis and continue your life-long journey

Basically - always back up to 2 separate external hard drives and if one dies just replace it with a new one because it's usually way cheaper than fixing it. But keep 2 copies of everything. No one knows the corrosive potentials of digital files and storage mediums. The trick is to keep duplicates of files and adapt with the times. It's likely in decades to come that file sizes and storage mediums will shrink drastically and all our current films, music and eBooks will become and obsolete medium. However they will still need to be preserved during our life times.

Im pretty certain i came across a yahoo forum in which he had posted quite alot about his life. It was a while ago when i was researching 80s porn stars. He runs an interior decorating company. He talked alot about the madness of living in the William Higgins house and being one of a series of kept actors and all the crazyness of his porn days. I'm pretty certain it was KW ….

depends on the guy!

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@gaypraha2: I also have "done " guys you see on "eurocreme / raw " and stuff from Czech resp. They all are actually escort and  very cheap.  ;D Oh really?!

@2222: @kukashiffr: Just thinking about it and imagining it gives me the creeps how can someone inject into their own penis  :afr: ??? :crazy2: I didn't like that idea and in someways terrified me too. I never actually see a porn star injected something to their penis until I saw this movie. In this case, the injection was made (I guess) to the give the porn star a good erection. The movie is Death Drive (2014) and we have some copy of the movie here in the site. Thanks I did download Death Drive though it was enjoyable but the injecting in the penis part was :blink: too painful to be comfortable with I would never ever do that to myself. It is gross.

It's minus zero °C outside, so no chance for nude sleeping right now. Normally I wear a t'shirt but now a little more so I don't need the heating.

makes no difference to me … just acting either way ^-^