@Matie: now, that isn't nice to post his real name My understanding is that when his real name got associated with the videos, as opposed to Baseball dude or Storm, that he got in trouble with family and other's at his high school and baseball team.  The video's got pulled and he actively went after sites still showing them and got them removed because he was underage in some. That was a shame because Baseball dude came across as a quirky, but very nice guy and has an amazing body!  I hope things have settled down for him and he is able to have a great life.

Dancer From the Dance by Andrew Holleran is spectacular as are his other novels. My all time favorite is Nightswimmer by Joseph Olshan. Both of these are cheap/easy to get on amazon.