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    I hate being gay so much

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    • DomosukeD Offline
      Domosuke
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      @Kekkaishi:

      @Domosuke:

      @warpaint:

      The truth is - having a boyfriend won't fix your life.
      If you hate being gay - be straight.
      If you don't feel straight - accept being gay.
      If you're unhappy - you'll still be unhappy but in a relationship.
      Believe me. This is how it works.
      So find a meaning, find a hobby reorganise yourself.
      If you don't like something in you - change it.
      If you hate being feminine - don't be.
      Start gaining mass, go to the gym, put up a little muscle.
      When you'll accept yourself - then it will be time to find a boyfriend.

      How dare you say that. A boyfriend will help. I want a man.

      You can't change being gay.

      I'm not changing myself.

      I want a boyfriend. So all of that is bullshit.

      I actually agree with most of his points. I believe he was just trying to help you by being direct. No need to get upset

      No he wasn't.

      He was telling me not to be myself, what the fuck?

      Ugh I'm so upset right now.

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      • gaypraha2G Offline
        gaypraha2
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        you should first fix things with yourself THEN search for love. you said you dont want meds and therapy. that's a real real pity it helps trust me. I have asperger and it helps. its not perfect but only then you can expect to meet someone that will love you.

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        • DomosukeD Offline
          Domosuke
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          @gaypraha2:

          you should first fix things with yourself THEN search for love. you said you dont want meds and therapy. that's a real real pity it helps trust me. I have asperger and it helps. its not perfect but only then you can expect to meet someone that will love you.

          I'm not against medication.

          I just don't think I need it for my mental condition.

          If I was sick with the flu, then yes I would take meds to get better.

          But I'm not taking antidepressants or any of that.

          This is a gay porn forum, accept my fucking choice.

          I like to drink liquor and smoke marijuana and cigarettes responsibly as well, so sorry. I'm not taking pills.

          I'm willing just to live with the fact I have a mental disorder.

          I just need positive reinforcement, like a boyfriend.

          I'm not changing so fuck that. I want a man sorry.

          Because what if I change and I still don't get a fucking man, then what? So sorry.

          I already told you my story and my twin brother died. So that's over with. Fuck that.

          I want a boyfriend.

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            grasslandman
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            from what you’re saying. I know why you dont have a husband. you are insane. forgive my opinion.

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              PIT1980
              last edited by

              Im a bit confused how can you hate being gay, and then want a boyfriend?

              All I can say is, be yourself.  There are 7 billion people on this planet.  Quite a few of those people are gay.  Live your life and one day, he will just walk into your life.  But seriously, dont be a downer.  Look at the positives.  Travel, see the world, enjoy life!

              Tor

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              • DomosukeD Offline
                Domosuke
                last edited by

                @PIT1980:

                Im a bit confused how can you hate being gay, and then want a boyfriend?

                All I can say is, be yourself.  There are 7 billion people on this planet.  Quite a few of those people are gay.  Live your life and one day, he will just walk into your life.  But seriously, dont be a downer.  Look at the positives.  Travel, see the world, enjoy life!

                Tor

                Bullshit for me. It might help someone else, but not me. I originally was happy at that post, but I changed my mind.

                I want him now, or at least a hint of him.

                No fucking motivation.

                This racist ass community.

                He's not out there. I don't think he is. Nobody likes me.

                There is no positives.I should have died. After my twin brother died I stopped caring, because was gay as well and he had crushes. Actually we both had the same crushes on the same guys that went to our school. He died way too young. It's not fair.

                I just want to be happy.

                I just want to fucking die. I hate being gay so much. I feel so alone, and nobody loves me.

                Fuck this.

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                • DomosukeD Offline
                  Domosuke
                  last edited by

                  I fucking hate being gay.

                  I wish I had a boyfriend.

                  I'm tired of daydreaming about crushes and shit. I want a guy.

                  I can picture the man I want.

                  He's so quirky, and goofy, and nerdy and masculine and a big teddy bear.

                  If I wasn't a nigger faggot I would have him

                  Fuck I hate being gay.

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                    thetmstone
                    last edited by

                    Yeah, this guy needs help, and he's not gonna find it in here. Like he said, he does have some serious mental issues, as evidenced on this very thread by the dozens of posts he made.

                    Seriously, you need help. One time you're saying you hate being gay for whatever reason, then the next post you want a boyfriend. Does he have a family? Not trying to be harsh or anything, surely there's someone in his life who can help him? A friend maybe? Because the tone of his posts is honestly weird each time he posts something.

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                    • DomosukeD Offline
                      Domosuke
                      last edited by

                      I don't have a family no.

                      My mother passed when I was 9. My twin brother passed when he was 14.

                      I'm' 27 now, and I have distant relatives whom either disowned me, or pretend I don't exist.

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                        grasslandman
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                        @Domosuke:

                        I don't have a family no.

                        My mother passed when I was 9. My twin brother passed when he was 14.

                        I'm' 27 now, and I have distant relatives whom either disowned me, or pretend I don't exist.

                        dude, you post many threads here, what do you want? ask soneone sympathy for your encounter? That sounds like a coward and useless to your situation. You are 27 now, many people in this age have their own family. fuck off the distant relatives and parents.

                        As a man you need live like a man. If you like something try to get it by your initiative. You need calm down and have time to thinking what you really want.  And put it on an activity. or kill yourself
                         "Kill yourself" isn't the kind of thing we want here.

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                        • abigwaterA Offline
                          abigwater
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                          @grasslandman:

                          @Domosuke:

                          I don't have a family no.

                          My mother passed when I was 9. My twin brother passed when he was 14.

                          I'm' 27 now, and I have distant relatives whom either disowned me, or pretend I don't exist.

                          dude, you post many threads here, what do you want? ask soneone sympathy for your encounter? That sounds like a coward and useless to your situation. You are 27 now, many people in this age have their own family. fuck off the distant relatives and parents.

                          As a man you need live like a man. If you like something try to get it by your initiative. You need calm down and have time to thinking what you really want.  And put it on an activity. or kill yourself

                          Being a man starts with not telling people to kill themselves. The way you were trying to silence other people, telling them to just be NORMAL!!!!!!11, acting like pain is comparable, giving irrelevant advices based on YOUR idea of man/coward is so insensitive and pure Chinese. I am… disgusted.

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                            dzirlo
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                            @abigwater:

                            pure Chinese

                            lol

                            👍

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                            • raphjdR Online
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                              @grasslandman:

                              dude, you post many threads here, what do you want? ask soneone sympathy for your encounter? That sounds like a coward and useless to your situation. You are 27 now, many people in this age have their own family. fuck off the distant relatives and parents.

                              As a man you need live like a man. If you like something try to get it by your initiative. You need calm down and have time to thinking what you really want.  And put it on an activity. or kill yourself

                               "Kill yourself" isn't the kind of thing we want here.

                              :police:  "kill yourself" is never, ever acceptable  :police:

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                              • DomosukeD Offline
                                Domosuke
                                last edited by

                                He's allowed to have his opinion though, like I'm allowed to have mine. I don't know why you guys are attacking him like that.

                                To be honest, I kinda agree with him, and he's kinda right.

                                It's just sad. I feel like giving up almost.

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                                • abigwaterA Offline
                                  abigwater
                                  last edited by

                                  @Domosuke:

                                  He's allowed to have his opinion though, like I'm allowed to have mine. I don't know why you guys are attacking him like that.

                                  To be honest, I kinda agree with him, and he's kinda right.

                                  It's just sad. I feel like giving up almost.

                                  I have many opinions about this but I only have one thing left to say. You guys deserve each other.

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                                  • DomosukeD Offline
                                    Domosuke
                                    last edited by

                                    @abigwater:

                                    @Domosuke:

                                    He's allowed to have his opinion though, like I'm allowed to have mine. I don't know why you guys are attacking him like that.

                                    To be honest, I kinda agree with him, and he's kinda right.

                                    It's just sad. I feel like giving up almost.

                                    I have many opinions about this but I only have one thing left to say. You guys deserve each other.

                                    What? I just said that he's allowed to have his opinion, and I agreed with him somewhat on suicide. Damn. Why are you twisting the situation up like that.

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                                      grasslandman
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                                      @Domosuke:

                                      He's allowed to have his opinion though, like I'm allowed to have mine. I don't know why you guys are attacking him like that.

                                      To be honest, I kinda agree with him, and he's kinda right.

                                      It's just sad. I feel like giving up almost.

                                      Thanks, actually I don’t care irrelevant people’s speech. Cos the time is limited in our life, we need put it onto the important stuffs. when you know what you want try your best to get it, to finish your study need patients, you will get what you want at last. pay and gain is equivalent, you pay more then you gain more.

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                                      • DomosukeD Offline
                                        Domosuke
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                                        Ugh I feel so upset for some reason. I'm sad that I probably will kill myself very soon.

                                        All I wanted was a boyfriend. All of this could have been prevented.

                                        Now things are sadly going to turn ugly. Ugh.

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                                        • DomosukeD Offline
                                          Domosuke
                                          last edited by

                                          Fuck this forum. Just ban me. All you guys are pieces of shit.

                                          Since I can't get a boyfriend. I'm now gonna turn mad. Thanks a lot.

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                                          • DomosukeD Offline
                                            Domosuke
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                                             Public melt down, needs a break

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