my computer hard drive has crashed and died, is there anyway to retrieve my torrents (upload and download)? will utorrent be able to? if i download the ones i can find here, will it count against my ratio? someone please help me

I'm sorry for your loss (losing your porn collection can be traumatic! (no, seriously!)

You can obtain a list (at least partial - I don't know how far it goes back) of the files you've downloaded from your own profile. There should be links to each torrent there. (Click on your name at the upper-right of your window, choose "Details & Stats" & look for "Show your completed torrents)

Unfortunately, re-downloading the content WILL count against your ratio. Even re-downloading torrents YOU UPLOADED will count! So be careful with your ratio and be patient while you re-build your porn collection.

Oh, and now you know to backup your files!