Not realizing it at the time, I already owned a much larger Better Image hand-held massager, though the unit is significantly larger and heavier, it has two round solid bulbs that vibrate, it has several speeds and even a heat-feature. So I gave it a try one day and I was done for. I just lay on the bed, put that thing in my lap, crank it up and am in immediate heaven. Toss in a bottle of poppers, stream some porn on the TV through Plex with remote -control, and I can edge for a long time. It's heaven. You know they say no one can pleasure you like you can pleasure yourself?

Though I'm having the most amazing orgasms ever; there is one down-side: almost no one can give me a blowjob that is good enough to get me to cum. It's almost as if the nerves of my foreskin require the level of intensity the vibrator delivers - and no human can suck as well. I don't have a problem with topping though, I just have to fuck harder and longer (which bottoms don't seem to mind, haha). So the downside is loss of sensitivity. I've tried various guys who have tried various techniques - and I usually end up breaking their jaws by skull fucking them.

No, I won't stop using the hand-helds, that's like asking me to give up orgasms all together. lol

Was curious if others out there have similar experiences and would care to share them?