<![CDATA[When did you start to realize you had a fetish?Did your fetish grow over time?]]>I remember I was only into bondage at the beginning. I was very young then, around 12 I think, in my last years of elementary school.
When I got to watch TV series with male bondage and torture scenes in them, I would be very excited, yet very ashamed of myself. I didn't even know how to masturbate at the time but I am certain I was sexually aroused by those scenes. Is this weird? How far does your own fetish date back to?

Another thing is that, more than a decade went by and now I am not only into bondage, but also foot fetish, piss, sweat, verbal abuse, light torture, domination, puppification, humiliation… Are you guys like that too?

Sometimes I wonder if I am really into some of the things I listed above, though. Because I actually tried bondage and torture and puppification with a few guys, but I didn't even get hard. It's like I am only into them when I watch porn, which is very confusing 😞

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/topic/43900/when-did-you-start-to-realize-you-had-a-fetish-did-your-fetish-grow-over-timeRSS for NodeWed, 08 Apr 2026 14:27:07 GMTSun, 15 Sep 2019 06:14:58 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to When did you start to realize you had a fetish?Did your fetish grow over time? on Wed, 25 Sep 2019 08:58:12 GMT]]>@yyyzachary:

I remember I was only into bondage at the beginning. I was very young then, around 12 I think, in my last years of elementary school.
When I got to watch TV series with male bondage and torture scenes in them, I would be very excited, yet very ashamed of myself. I didn't even know how to masturbate at the time but I am certain I was sexually aroused by those scenes. Is this weird? How far does your own fetish date back to?

Another thing is that, more than a decade went by and now I am not only into bondage, but also foot fetish, piss, sweat, verbal abuse, light torture, domination, puppification, humiliation… Are you guys like that too?

Sometimes I wonder if I am really into some of the things I listed above, though. Because I actually tried bondage and torture and puppification with a few guys, but I didn't even get hard. It's like I am only into them when I watch porn, which is very confusing 😞

I don't know if what I have is considered a fetish. I haven't really defined what that means for me. They still feel like strong attractions to me. Such as chubby & hairy bears. I guys when I was young one could call it a fetish, as I tried everything in my power to get magazines that had hairy c hubbies. It was a scary thing growing up, since no one even knew something called "the internet" even existed. Bringing home those beautiful magazines of bear men, rapped in Brown paper. I felt like I was in that show "Mission Impossible," trying to safely get my secret home without being exposed. Yeah, I guess it was a bit of a fetish… LOLOL

-AOS

;D

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252635https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252635Wed, 25 Sep 2019 08:58:12 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to When did you start to realize you had a fetish?Did your fetish grow over time? on Wed, 25 Sep 2019 08:26:08 GMT]]>Jim Hopper is gorgeous!

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252633https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252633Wed, 25 Sep 2019 08:26:08 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to When did you start to realize you had a fetish?Did your fetish grow over time? on Wed, 25 Sep 2019 07:02:15 GMT]]>When I reached puberty, it was all about muscle guys.
Late teens, it was about muscle military / uniformed guys.
In my 20s, i got turned on by chubbies and bears.
Im going into my 40s soon, and I think I have cultivated a fantasy for muscle / daddy bears in uniform. lols!

Take Jim Hopper (portrayed by David Harbour) from Stranger Things… a bit more muscle would be nice, but mmm...

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252632https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252632Wed, 25 Sep 2019 07:02:15 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to When did you start to realize you had a fetish?Did your fetish grow over time? on Sat, 21 Sep 2019 12:01:59 GMT]]>When i saw a little person(midget) and got a stiffy because i wanted him to top me…

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252496https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252496Sat, 21 Sep 2019 12:01:59 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to When did you start to realize you had a fetish?Did your fetish grow over time? on Sun, 15 Sep 2019 13:18:57 GMT]]>ive never really th9ught i had a fetish until this summer when i went to this nude gay beach almost everyday to hook up (i men id tell myself i could also just enjoy the beach but really i was looking for guys to hook up with). id hook up with guys and either have sex publicly or go a bit farther to avoid the audience. also i sometime go to the gym only for the excitement of MAYBE getting jerked off or sucked off in the steam room.

so i think i have some voyeur/public sex/cruising fetish. and that has quite recently developed.

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252278https://community.gaytor.rent/post/252278Sun, 15 Sep 2019 13:18:57 GMT