I'm a 20 year old guy who is insecure about his body. I decided to go on an escort website and get at least some action but I was not ready for sex. I wanted to be with a hot, and masculine for an "erotic massage." I ended up paying $180 up front and he was not even the person from the picture that I was going crazy about but he was still hot. He was very nice and a great masseur but I was looking for more erotic action. The last 30 minutes of the hour session that I had with him he started to jerk me off but I was extremely nervous and wouldn't cum at all. I asked for a little kissing action and that got me a little excited but still not enough. I had to go to bathroom, go on my favorite video and make myself barely reach climax and go back to him. Ever since then, there has been a different person that I am interested in meeting but I do not want to spend another $150-$200 for pointless action. There is a part of me that is still horny and wants to embrace my sexual needs rather than suppress them. $200 is not a small amount of money and I have many expenses coming up this month. I really need help guys, what should I do?

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/topic/38794/regrets-about-paying-for-hookupRSS for NodeWed, 08 Apr 2026 12:46:09 GMTThu, 12 Apr 2018 01:06:16 GMT60put yourself out there, there are others that have the same thoughts.  You'll find plenty of guys without having to pay.

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/post/258324https://community.gaytor.rent/post/258324Tue, 19 May 2020 16:01:10 GMTComplete and total catfish? How did that happen?

]]>https://community.gaytor.rent/post/256840https://community.gaytor.rent/post/256840Tue, 07 Apr 2020 01:41:35 GMTMaybe you view sex as dirty and wrong instead of something that is fun.  :panic:

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