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what about people who have a family and friends but still feeling alone as fuck no connection ? I'm one of them actually I'd rather live alone like you

Well that's just life. People dont get along in family most often, it's just a show . all humans are in the end alone. What if your boyfriend is sick and dying? well there ll be nothing you could do for him and trust me he might love you but he will feel lonely facing his end.  Now what I don't get in your sentence is the "friends" part… I mean you pick friends that somehow you can relate to.. otherwise they aren't friends at all. Or you call friends just some random people you know , I call friends people you can trust with your life ( which means very very very few).
Now I'm going to comfort you, humans they like to know some people are worse than them, makes them feel better;)  I feel lonely and scared by people since I'm 2. I was even scared by my own mother. I always feel like I dont belong at any meeting/party . and the best even though I had boyfriends living with me, sharing my bed, I never "connected" with them and most of the time while he was against me I felt "lonely as F"  so you see cheers up.

thank you for trying to cheers me up I was just trying to show OP that having a family and friends isn't the answer sometimes. but I'm actually not in a bad place I know how to enjoy life alone I do like being with people but me, you, op and anyone else can have fun alone really watch a movie, play some music and dance, order a pig ass pizza haha so many things to cheer you up I hope you stop using antidepressant life can be beautiful

I know it's hard to be without, but it's better to be alone and okay with who you are than to be someone you're not with people who don't really care, pretending to be something you never were and feeling, at the end of the day, very hollow and dissatisfied. I can speak from personal experience.

But really, I do hope you can find people to relate to. I hope you will find special people who can understand and appreciate who you are. 2016 was a crap year, but I hope 2017 will be better. Let's hope for the best for both of us.

Believe in good things, hope for good things, but appreciate that which we have! The internet is a marvellous thing, and it makes it so easy for us to be not quite so alone as we might have otherwise been in days past. I do hope for the best for you.  :love:

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what about people who have a family and friends but still feeling alone as fuck no connection ? I'm one of them actually I'd rather live alone like you

Well that's just life. People dont get along in family most often, it's just a show . all humans are in the end alone. What if your boyfriend is sick and dying? well there ll be nothing you could do for him and trust me he might love you but he will feel lonely facing his end.  Now what I don't get in your sentence is the "friends" part… I mean you pick friends that somehow you can relate to.. otherwise they aren't friends at all. Or you call friends just some random people you know , I call friends people you can trust with your life ( which means very very very few).
Now I'm going to comfort you, humans they like to know some people are worse than them, makes them feel better;)  I feel lonely and scared by people since I'm 2. I was even scared by my own mother. I always feel like I dont belong at any meeting/party . and the best even though I had boyfriends living with me, sharing my bed, I never "connected" with them and most of the time while he was against me I felt "lonely as F"  so you see cheers up.

Merry Christmas to you!

Being alone isn't the same as being lonely.

The saddest line is that your parents don't approve of who you are. That should not be their option